Frozen Abyss

Thanks

2009-12-17T00:23:00.002+08:00

This is just a post to thank that somebody for what you did, made my day and touched my heart, for remembering just a single day even though I don't think I did myself. ><

ありがとう

Upload tracker

2009-12-16T15:23:00.000+08:00

Recent Music: Pandora Hearts ED Single, savage genius feat. Ohmi Tomoe - Maze
Recent anime: Polyphonica, Dennou Coil, Weiss survive ep1-2, Regios ep21-24 end
Recent manga: none

This post shall keep track of all my uploads! I will update them from time to time, lol.

Music: Music uploaded to Megaupload found here

Canvas 3 OP(song only): eufonius - Kono Koe ga todoitara, Mirror link

[Nipponsei]Pandora Hearts OP Single: Fiction Junction - Parallel Hearts
[LonE]Pandora Hearts ED Single: savage genius feat. Ohmi Tomoe - Maze

fripSide best of 2002 album disc 1: folder, download song links one by one
fripSide best of 2002 album disc 2: part 1 ; part 2
fripSide 2nd album binary digit: part 1 ; part 2

[LonE]Marginal Skip Vocal Album: Various Artists

Luka Megurine's First Album, Megurinesai: Disc 1 ; Disc 2 ; Disc 3 + scans

Zettai Karen Children's Seiyuu's album: Fly to the Future

Manga: Manga uploaded to Megaupload found here

Akagami no Shirayuki Hime: Chapter 2

Full Moon wo Sagashite Side Story: Kanon

Nuiguru Mix: Random Chapters

Princess Lucia: Chapter 2

Anime:(requires CCCP/k-lite codec packs to play)Anime uploaded to Megaupload found here

[B-G & m.3.3.w] Myself ; Yourself ED, DVD version: .mkv format

Shinkyoku Soukai Polyphonica: In a folder, click on links to download each episode

Dennou Coil: In a folder, click on links to download each episode, includes Promotional Video

Regios: ep 21;ep 22;ep 23;ep 24

Weiss Survive: DATASS-Anon ep 1;DATASS-Anon ep 2;imuR88 ep 1 .mkv;imuR88 ep 1 .avi

I do take requests. Anyone who's interested in anything, leave a comment in this post or in the shoutbox, and check back in a week, I'll try to fulfill it by then.

Note: by anything, I mean mainly Japanese game/anime/manga/music. I may upload Korean manga. Any 18+ aka H-game/anime etc., drop by here and request.

Ngee Ann bA Orientation Camp '09

2009-12-12T00:27:00.000+08:00

Lazy to write a lot of stuff, so here's a picture from Edison's blog(senior in NP):
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If tags don't work, fking copy the link and paste it on a new window to see it.
My group: Sensuale Jazz (Subgroup: Sensuale Jazz 1)(won the Best Orientation Group prize)
Ngee Ann Poly's BAOC'09(School of Business and Accountancy Orientation Camp 2009)was pretty awesome. Funny how I end up in the group with best cheers(Red House in secondary school, had the best cheer for a few years) and Sensuale Jazz (with the best cheer pretty much)

Our Cheers were pretty awesome:

Brrrr~! It's cold in here!
There must be some Jazz in the atmosphere!
I say Brrrr~! It's cold in here!
There must be some Jazz in the atmosphere!
I say Oie Oie Oh~
Ice Ice Ice!
I say Oie Oie Oh~
Ice Ice Ice!

SBs: Sensuale Jazz Oi~!
Us: Oi~!
SBs: Sensuale Jazz Oi~!
Us: Oi~!
Sbs: Sensuale Jazz Oi~!
Us: (punch right hand into air)We're sexy sexy sexy!!!

Most memorable:
(Female SB)Christine: Give me one Edison Clap!
Us: *claps* Slow lah~

Edison = Male SB
Christine = Female SB.

More on later posts...Though, my blog's dead.

yet another poem

2009-08-28T02:38:00.001+08:00

Christmas, the complete white landscape
Snowfall, epic, frozen beauty said not
I don't why the humor, yet wrong?
fortunately, ironically, disappearing.

sight upon flare, the lands ablaze
image burned, unforgettable memory
beautiful sight, two extremes
yet they all, come at a cost?

holidays now. I screwed up for exams, but whatever. what's past is past. gotta focus in lectures from now on. and really do the tuts and stuff.

International SaiMoe competition

2009-08-11T00:30:00.000+08:00

not for non-anime fans.

vote here

my results:
ARENA 01: [Fujibayashi Kyō] Furude Hanyū

ARENA 02: Minase Nayuki [Suigintou]

ARENA 03: Maria [Katsura Hinagiku]

ARENA 04: Hinamori Amu [Takamachi Nanoha]

ARENA 05: [Hiiragi Kagami] Kurata Sayuri

ARENA 06: [Furude Rika] Mizunashi Akari

ARENA 07: [Misaka Mikoto] Index Prohibitorum

ARENA 08: Nagato Yuki [Ibuki Fūko]

ARENA 09: Louise Vallière [Fate Testarossa]

ARENA 10: Kinomoto Sakura [Konjiki no Yami]

ARENA 11: [Shinku] Vita

ARENA 12: Suzumiya Haruhi [Hakurei Reimu]

ARENA 13: Kasuga “Ōsaka” Ayumu [Illyasviel von Einzbern]

ARENA 14: Kōzuki Kallen [Kawashima Ami]

ARENA 15: Alice Carroll [Misaka Shiori]

ARENA 16: [Tsukimiya Ayu] Izumi Konata

ARENA 17: Anya Alstreim [Kamio Misuzu]

ARENA 18: [Ichinose Kotomi] Aisaka Taiga

ARENA 19: Shameimaru Aya [Tōsaka Rin]

ARENA 20: Ryōgi Shiki [Katagiri Yūhi]

ARENA 21: [Furukawa Nagisa] Kushieda Minori

ARENA 22: [Chii] Kirisame Marisa

ARENA 23: [Sunohara Mei] Kawazoe Tamaki

ARENA 24: Suiseiseki [Remilia Scarlet]

ARENA 25: Chiba Kirino [Shana]

ARENA 26: [Sanzen'in Nagi] Patchouli Knowledge

ARENA 27: C.C. [Evangeline McDowell]

ARENA 28: Kawasumi Mai [Sakagami Tomoyo]

ARENA 29: [Yagami Hayate] Nagi

ARENA 30: [Asahina Mikuru] Holo

ARENA 31: [Saber] Ryūgū Rena

ARENA 32: Sawatari Makoto [Hiiragi Tsukasa]

Sad

2009-07-29T20:22:00.002+08:00

Sad state, recently project spam, thurs have itb, friday got CATS, mon got bcomm presentation. how shitty is that!?

ok anyway, so tired I've been sleeping in bus >_> well today is the first time I chose a seat on the lower deck of a double decker bus, lol. ceiling feels super low >_>.

and apparently the correct lyrics was:

Kizutsuita, kimi wa mada, aoi sora sagashiteita ne, kuzureyuku mirai ippen no yume wo hiroiage

well that song is nice anyway.

Destiny.Destined.

2009-07-25T01:59:00.002+08:00

What is destined to be, will be.

What is destined to be yours, will be yours, and
What is destined not to be yours, will never be yours.

I believe in this. and whatever it comes. Even if you fight for something, if you're destined to get it, you will win if you fight for it, but if not, you will lose even if you fight for it.

Endless Desire....Walk astride, the frozen emperor resides...

I like this phrase from a jap song.

Kizutsuite, kimi wa nara, anohi sora sagashite itane, kuzureyu kimi na ippen yume wo hiroi age

the first half translates to something like:

I didn't notice, that you were still searching for the sky of that day...

More upload updates coming next time. I'm lazy. and busy.

Jobs: C->E Translator for SHiN-gx fansubs. Lair moderator for DragonAdopters.

ACJC Chinese Orchestra Concert

2009-06-15T00:15:00.002+08:00

Went for ACCO concert encore today, it was...ok, but IMO not worth that $12. Even though maybe those world-class orchestras would be like more expensive >_>.

Most of the music were nice, but I have complaints about the 'Hua Mulan' part. It's supposed to be a pipa solo with a piano accompaniment, but the heck? The piano sounded way nicer than the pipa...>_> ok fine so I like the piano's music more...but really, it's kinda weird, and the piano was supposed to support rather than steal the spotlight.

The ending was awesome, with a nice/common song. I didn't like the piece they played 2 years ago though(somehow that got a Gold for SYF o0). And, seems like the ACCO is dominated by males...The only section that seemed to have more girls than guys is the flute(dizi) section...lol.

Anyway, I suppose I'll be turning my blog into one of those blogs meant for uploads, with occasional blog posts...After all, I don't really feel like blogging about my life all the time.

Touching

2009-04-30T22:14:00.001+08:00

A small act of kindness goes all around. Don't break the chain. Thus I shall not.

Something nice happened to me on bus today. But lazy to talk about it lolx. Damn I'm swarmed with torrents, foruming+modding, manga+anime, gaming, school etc until I can't go back to SH and Q-TBV zzz damn it.

Test results

2009-04-24T11:39:00.002+08:00

Your percentage score for the right brain is 51%.
Your percentage score for the left brain is 49%.

>_>

and some other fking test I took didn't give me my results. screw it.
die blog die.

List of awesome anime this season:
-K-ON!(for the music only, seriously. and for Mio. the rest can go die)
-Asura Cryin(awesome,awesome, and more awesomeness. 'nuff said.)
-Saki(Mahjong+Nodoka=win)
-Phantom(pretty good, Ein x Zwei please)
-Higashi no Eden(Eden of the East)(weird, but ok)
-Tears to Tiara(with the exception of lack in the awesome theme song, pretty good)
-Pandora Hearts(as fking awesome as Asura Cryin, with FictionJunction's OP and savage genius's ED and an awesome theme music. what more can you ask for?)
-07 ghost(awesome OP, awesome ED, Castor+Undine as awesome characters(even if they are not the main character), this is one of the really must watch shows)
-Hatsukoi Limited(Koyoi ftw! Her brother complex makes her even cuter.)
-Shangri-la(boomerang wielding girl with some carbon-related problems. epic. like future earth with out-of-world fiction)
-Valkyria Chronicles(not bad, with good OP and cute ED, got potential.)
End of-

die blog die. die. bye all and thanks for dropping by.

Complete

2009-03-03T22:46:00.003+08:00

Complete! I'm downloading Several of Studio Ghibli's films, including Mononoke-Hime which I've not watched for years...I still remember I liked it very much...
finished To-LOVE-Ru until the latest Chapter 138 as well, the Valentine's Special chapter was super fanservice lolx.
Ayako-sub's Regios ep8 is out! Lucky! I saw it soon so hopefully I'll get it early tomorrow! woot, can't wait.
Also cleared off most of the anime and manga on my computer! Though, it'll never end since I keep downloading =P
Though, Yakuza Girl(Jap Manga) and Immortal Regis(Korean Manhwa)are completed o.0 I really hope Immortal Regis's sequel will be released soon, it's really nice so far, and I like the characters quite a bit. The story and everything was amazing as well, I think I'll really get a copy of the entire set and save it, since so far I've only read it online.

And, after much consideration, I'll probably purchase a Lightweight/Performance model Laptop from Fujitsu at 1.8k/1.6k+(respectively).
Currently, I'm really in music heaven =X lolx. Really like the list of songs I've downloaded until now.

Next target: Clear anime, incomplete manga and return to spamming SakuraHana Forums!

New Stuff

2009-03-02T00:01:00.002+08:00

some new stuff to add, baka kei hasn't given me her new blog address, unless she actually gave it to me via msn which I haven't logged into yet.

my parents got rid of the old black sofa near the door and replaced it with a single chair, a cupboard for various stuff(parent's piggy bank and such, for feng shui purposes apparently) and a water-only 'pond', it contains nothing except 2 water pumps which make it like a fountain, supposedly to 'zhao cai'(in chinese) lolx, and it's kinda dumb and noisy IMO.

I've started on Pandora Hearts and To-LOVE-Ru manga, both are very nice.
My favorite manga is Record of Fallen Vampire, followed by Pandora Hearts.
and To-LOVE-Ru is your typical ecchi/harem-type manga, but with several pretty beautiful characters, and there's even alien stuff going around -.- but definitely nice with some comedy and action. My fav girl is still the cool gothic loli 'Golden Darkness' aka Yami-chan, but I'm expecting Lala-chan(female heroine probably) to end up with the male protagonist, which is as usual, a kind and dense character who is nervous around girls most of the time, but he's also in love at first(as usual, not with the female heroine, but with her strong love-rival Haruna-chan!)

Either way, just read To-LOVE-Ru if you wanna know what I'm ranting about. There's even an anime for it. For the next 4 weeks(a month) I'm gonna spam ANIME lolx since my bro gave me quite a lot of anime to watch including Sola and Shana II.

Flame time

2009-02-21T23:55:00.002+08:00

Since I haven't blogged after so long and someone asked me to, I'll just take some time to flame something.

There's this pretty recent anime fansub group called CoalGuys(few months old), who's currently taking on some releases that I watch: Toradora, Asu no Yoichi, Akikan.
Now, there's a new group called 'Coalgirls'. wtf, cb copy. zzz dunnoe how to use new name? ripping off CoalGuys and also taking up Toradora? fk them. whatever, will see what they have to say at their website after awhile. jokers.

And, I've still got poly admission stuff to take care of, but just to say, I've started some dragon adopting online game for the fun of it, lol. And because of that I'm pretty much posting at 4 forums.

>_>... nothing else to say. end. happy now? people who bug me to blog >_>

A personality test(sort of)

2009-01-19T01:05:00.000+08:00

[QUOTE]I Am A: Lawful Good Human Sorcerer (1st Level)

Ability Scores:

Strength-9

Dexterity-10

Constitution-9

Intelligence-12

Wisdom-11

Charisma-11

Alignment:
Lawful Good A lawful good character acts as a good person is expected or required to act. He combines a commitment to oppose evil with the discipline to fight relentlessly. He tells the truth, keeps his word, helps those in need, and speaks out against injustice. A lawful good character hates to see the guilty go unpunished. Lawful good is the best alignment you can be because it combines honor and compassion. However, lawful good can be a dangerous alignment because it restricts freedom and criminalizes self-interest.

Race:
Humans are the most adaptable of the common races. Short generations and a penchant for migration and conquest have made them physically diverse as well. Humans are often unorthodox in their dress, sporting unusual hairstyles, fanciful clothes, tattoos, and the like.

Class:
Sorcerers are arcane spellcasters who manipulate magic energy with imagination and talent rather than studious discipline. They have no books, no mentors, no theories just raw power that they direct at will. Sorcerers know fewer spells than wizards do and acquire them more slowly, but they can cast individual spells more often and have no need to prepare their incantations ahead of time. Also unlike wizards, sorcerers cannot specialize in a school of magic. Since sorcerers gain their powers without undergoing the years of rigorous study that wizards go through, they have more time to learn fighting skills and are proficient with simple weapons. Charisma is very important for sorcerers; the higher their value in this ability, the higher the spell level they can cast.

Find out What Kind of Dungeons and Dragons Character Would You Be?, courtesy of Easydamus (e-mail)

Detailed Results:

Alignment:
Lawful Good ----- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (21)
Neutral Good ---- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (20)
Chaotic Good ---- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (15)
Lawful Neutral -- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (20)
True Neutral ---- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (19)
Chaotic Neutral - XXXXXXXXXXXXXX (14)
Lawful Evil ----- XXXXXXXXXXX (11)
Neutral Evil ---- XXXXXXXXXX (10)
Chaotic Evil ---- XXXXX (5)

Law & Chaos:
Law ----- XXXXXXXXXX (10)
Neutral - XXXXXXXXX (9)
Chaos --- XXXX (4)

Good & Evil:
Good ---- XXXXXXXXXXX (11)
Neutral - XXXXXXXXXX (10)
Evil ---- X (1)

Race:
Human ---- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (15)
Dwarf ---- XXXXXXXXXX (10)
Elf ------ XXXXXXXXXXXX (12)
Gnome ---- XXXX (4)
Halfling - XXXXXXXX (8)
Half-Elf - XXXXXXXXX (9)
Half-Orc - XXXX (4)

Class:
Barbarian - (-25)
Bard ------ (-23)
Cleric ---- XX (2)
Druid ----- (-21)
Fighter --- XX (2)
Monk ------ XX (2)
Paladin --- (-2)
Ranger ---- (0)
Rogue ----- (-2)
Sorcerer -- XXXX (4)
Wizard ---- (0)[/QUOTE]
I am what you call, epic failure.

My school FAILS

2009-01-14T02:32:00.002+08:00

Lemme tell you the most amazing thing I realised about my school and the CCA cert they gave me.

In Sec 2, there was a CCA report card. I got 9points for 2 years, Grade was not stated.
After I graduate, it has been 4 years and my CCA report card shows 8points.

Do the Maths: 2years-9points. 4years-8points.
how amazing! I earned 9 points in my first 2 years and in the other 2 I lost 1. HOW THE FK DO YOU EVEN LOSE A CCA POINT!!!

Now tell me, do the school fail or what?

Results.

2009-01-12T19:19:00.002+08:00

Got my results today. The whole cohort did generally worse than the previous batch.
Even my results easily put me among the last 5 in my class I believe...
L1R5=15
L1R2B2=12

EL-B4
Combined Humanities- B3
E. Maths - A1
A. Maths - A1
Physics - B3
Chemistry - B3
Biology - B3
Chinese - B3

5 of my results tied with my brother's and lost badly in the other 3 (my brothergot A2 for EL, and Chemistry, and A1 for Physics).

Enough said. Everyone else thrashed me big time.

SHF poem.

2009-01-12T11:19:00.001+08:00

Sakura petals, likely soar
Fallen to ground, decay they not
flood the ground, fill the gaps
yet they remain, for eternity they sought

just a poem I suddenly thought of, sort of made for SakuraHana Forums, a new forum that I just joined yesterday =)

Record of Fallen Vampire.

2009-01-09T00:19:00.002+08:00

One of the best manga I've ever read(nope I'm not kidding).
It has an amazing storyline, a cool,smart,charismatic and powerful protagonist, a reckless and hotheaded anti-hero(sort of), some beautiful girls, quite abit on real-time battle tactics(not war tactics mind you), and battles between Vampires, humans and half-breeds.

The leaders of each side are geniuses, and the story is unveiled intricately(sort of). Can be found at OneManga, and is also rated rather well if I'm not wrong(top 100).

If anyone's interested in manga, really should check it out.
But has a little bit of mature thinking behind it.

New Season

2009-01-07T01:22:00.003+08:00

A new season, several new anime. For the previous season anime, a lot of them had crap endings. Seems very rushed to end. A bit sad, but overall it was ok. Might rewatch Code Geass again. After all, it was very nice. And the bugger will also be happy because I'll have to send it to her...lolx.

Some of the anime for this season:

Shikabane Hime - Kuro
White Album
Maria-sama ga Miteru 4th Season
Minami-ke Okaeri

For those who actually do download anime and know about torrent-ing/IRC-ing for anime:(which unfortunately is quite literally none)

Chihiro's dropping Skip Beat after episode 13 due to licensing. Sad...
White Album has a very nice story, seemingly better than that of Akane-iro no Somaru Soka. Both are fansubbed by Eclipse, so it's pretty good. So far, most of the anime by m.3.3.w, Eclipse, and Shinsen Subs(SHS) are pretty good, and Chihiro, Ayako,Bulletspeed Subs(BSS)& Static Subs(SS) are at least decent most of the time with rather fast releases.

Well, nothing much now, except that Lelouch's death in R2 is still very emo-ish for me. And I finally figured why Zero Requiem sounds so familiar...It's the exact same thing Celestial Being in Gundam 00 are doing...God be damned. And yes, too bad for spoiler, but Lelouch dies. Zero doesn't though, which makes R2's plot seriously fked up, but generally it's somewhat ok. Especially all the ridiculous twists to the plot.

But that's for another time, provided Mediacorp airs Gundam 00 S2 and Code Geass R2 in SG, probably we will never get to see them again.(They're currently air-ing Code Geass and Gundam 00 on okto at night.)

2 Poems by me

2009-01-06T00:19:00.005+08:00

I've sort of looked back at some of my old stuff, and I found 2 interesting poems I made last time. They were made for a purpose, so I feel they are not as good as the ones I make randomly. Well, maybe it's also due to the poems I make randomly are more fantasy-like.

This is when Ii was sec 1. It was my Lit homework. Those times were kinda fun too...

My life as a student
A student is like a table leg,
So stressed out, unable to enjoy life,
Forced to study, get good grades
And all the tuition classes after school,
And the complaints given by your mother.

A student is like a table leg,
So stressed because it is holding a load,
As if stress is the load it is holding,
And it is falling and wearing down,
And just when it is barely holding out.

A student is like a table leg,
Unable to enjoy life’s happiness,
As if it is held down by stress
And the happiness of life is just in front,
Just a little more and happiness can be found.

A student is like a table leg,
Forced to study,
Or face its load’s/mother’s wrath,
As it tries to achieve its target,
And fails to hit its target in the end.

As tuition classes get the best of me,
It gets the best of time at home,
And as I struggle to adapt to it,
Remedials start coming up
And I find myself impossible to adapt.

In the end, I find myself
In a tight situation,
As my mother starts to demand more of me,
And I start to feel very stressed out,
And that is how I feel about life.

Comments:
I feel a little like this, but I think my friends are much worse off.

Please note that the comment above was made when I was in Sec 1(We had to comment on our works). The next one:

Myself as a child

A child is like a diamond,
So treasured and rare
with a bright and clear future,
like me as child of my parents.

So treasured,
As one of the next generation,
So ready to continue my kind,
When I grow older.

So rare, so hard
To come into other peoples’ lives,
Into the modern world
From my mother’s womb.

With a bright future ahead,
So bright until it reflects light
Like a diamond’s surface,
And experience the ups and downs of life.

And the 5 poems by others we had to find, along with our comments.

1)

… And Your Best Friend Whispering

Distracted is …
when your best friend starts whispering,
from across the classroom,
trying to steal your attention,
that is stuck to the teacher’s lips,
which are explaining the test,
that has been lingering in your mind,
ever since she told you about it.
That is distracted

Distracted is …
When your mom is yelling,
already at the top of her lungs,
while your favorite T.V. show is on,
that you for sure can’t miss,
because your friend finally got you the message,
that your favorite show is going to be on,
with your favorite singer as guest star on it.
That is distracted.

Distracted is your whole life.
Brothers fighting,
Sisters screeching,
Mom waiting,
Dad trying to whistle,
Dog barking,
Grandparents kissing,
Aunts pinching cheeks,
And your best friend whispering.
That is what distracted is.

Donald S. 6th grade

Comments:
I think it is a good poem because it is shows examples of distractions in our daily lives, how we feel about these distractions, how irritating it is to us, how it disrupts our daily lives.

Put a * on your tag to show you've read through everything k?

2)

Money
WHEN I had money, money, O!
I knew no joy till I went poor;
For many a false man as a friend
Came knocking at my door.

Then felt I like a child that holds
A trumpet that he must not blow
Because a man is dead; I dared
Not speak to let this false world know.

Much have I thought of life, and seen
How poor men's hearts are ever light;
And how their wives do hum like bees
About their work from morn till night.

So, when I hear these poor ones laugh,
And see the rich ones coldly frown--
Poor men, think I, need not go up
So much as rich men should come down.

When I had money, money, O!
My many friends proved all untrue;
But now I have no money, O!
My friends are real though very few.

W.H. Davies

Comments:
It shows that true friends will only appear when a person is in dire state. The author shows that in this poem, he was originally wealthy but knew no true joy until he was poor. Many people only tried to and acted as his friend, yet all of them was only acting as a friend of a wealthy person. This only teaches us that many people who are friends may not be a friend. A poor person will probably have no bootlicking ‘friends’ , only true friends, who help each other in times of need. Although they are understandably few but at least they are true and helpful to us. This poem shows how greedy a person can be, and I feel that the poet has probably seen it happen to someone before. This is also an interesting way to write this poem in this method and I feel that this poet is amazing.

Mother's Day
The damp brown earth invites my
New roots
Was it you, Mama,
Who showed me this?
You bandaged my grazed knee
And told me the names of flowers
My children pull at my hands
They want to help with digging
All the small remembered hours
Seeds of memory
Your face is soft with time
As mine will be
Time grows like the rings of the oak
I tell my children
The names of flowers

Found at E-poem

Comments:
This poem shows that your mother brought you into this world. She cares for you and passes on her knowledge to us, her children. We also often help our mothers to overcome a crisis or offer her warmth and happiness in the way we received them. We remember every single short period of time we spent with them, planted deep into our memory, refusing to move until sometimes we forget all about it. It will seem like a short time yet we have all grown so big. Time passes so quickly in actual fact. This is a very interesting poem in which the poet uses his/her own words to express all this in the poem. A lot of feelings can be expressed in such a short poem. I feel that this poem is written very well.

The Road Not Taken
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sign
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Comments:(in poem form)
He chose the path he believed in,
And I believe that he is great,
Just a little choice between paths,
He chose the path he believed right

Even if I think that I may not choose,
The path that he and I thought correct,
But I, nevertheless, believe in him,
Like others that this path led them to

I trust them to do a good job,
In building up a better society,
Even if I cannot fulfil what I think is right,
I will still try to do my part.

Water

The water is as blue as a sapphire

Crystal clear Icy cold

The sun bouncing off the water

Sitting in a chair

Feet in the rough sand

Summer breeze chilly

Next to the sapphire blue water

Painting a picture

Illustrating the birds, eating bread

Resting by the crystal clear water

Or floating on it

Here I am.

Rachel S. 6th grade

Comments:

The position of the words are like water, without fixed shapes, all over the place, here and there, making it unique.

I know I was really pathetic with all those crap comments, but it was when I was still young, and I was forced to do it so I sort of did it reluctantly, and the result was pretty much as pathetic as that.

Also recently changed to playlist back to the songs that were listed as 'Favorites'. Indeed, those are really good. Somehow, they're nostalgic too. One day in the future I'll look back and realise how dumb I have been. *smiles slightly*

A joke.

2009-01-02T20:07:00.001+08:00

To quote a joke:

RICK says:
There was this construction worker on the 3rd floor of this unfinished building. He needed a hand saw, but was too lazy to go down and get it himself, so he tried to call his fellow worker on the ground to get it for him, but this guy could not hear a word he said. So he started to give a sign so the guy on the ground could understand him.

So first he pointed at his eyes (meaning "I") then pointed at his knees (meaning "need",) and moved his hand back and forth describing the movement of a hand saw.
RICK says:
Finally the guy on the ground started nodding his head like he understood and dropped his pants and started to jack off.

The guy on the 3rd floor got pissed and ran down to the ground and started yelling at this guy: "You idiot, I was trying to say, I need a hand saw". The other guy replied: "I know, I was trying to tell you that "I am coming...".

First Day of school

2009-01-02T17:17:00.001+08:00

Enough said for everyone else, but not for me >_> and many others in my year haha.
Just hope that everyone else had fun returning to school, waking up hell early.

It's now Jan...ahhhhh work. sad. and the new season anime are gonna come out soon enough. waiting for them, hoping for some more good ones this season =).

and Kei, you can wait forever for Code Geass Ep 1&2 =P.

Happy New Year!

2009-01-01T00:40:00.001+08:00

First post of 2009, it's a really messed up year, both 2008 and 2009. But who cares, we're all just gonna FK IT UPSIDE DOWN! XD. ok whatever. damn bloody bored. Gotta find a job. Life sucks man.

But the 1.5months of free time was really good. I cleared alot of stuff =)

Tv Tropes

2008-12-29T13:42:00.001+08:00

cool stuff can be found when you google/yahoo Tv Tropes.

for one, here's the 'evil overlord list'. Get ready for a laugh.
at least, I had a good laugh for about 80% of it.

Evil Overlord List

Now checking out Mirai Nikki and Angel Densetsu. Both are nice manga.

R2

2008-12-29T01:21:00.002+08:00

Watched finished Code Geass - Lelouch of the Rebellion R2. Very nice, but the first 2 episodes might as well have been a direct rip from the first season's episode 1 and 2 >_>.

Worse still the plot has a nice twist but is kind of fk-ed up nonetheless. Don't know how to explain it, but seriously, it's damn messed up.

A lot of emo scenes, quite sad, especially the part where this person die and that person die and etc. But obviously, for it to be seriously emo some major character has to die. Minor characters dying while piloting the Knightmare Frames, who actually gives a damn right?

Still waiting for manga+anime releases. What can I say, I'm a greedy person.

Unexpected.

2008-12-27T23:08:00.002+08:00

Chaos Head only has 12/13 episodes(12 I presume)

many anime of this season are ending. Ga-Rei Zero was quite nice. Hopefully they will release the animated version of Ga-Rei, and that it'll be nice.

I've already watched finish Kyou no Go no Ni and ef - a tale of melodies. The ef tales are pretty good. A very sweet story about how 5 couples become couples(sort of).

For more info, wiki ef a tale of the two.

Kyou no Go no Ni, translated as 'Today in Class 5-2', is an anime about slices of life of primary 5 students(appears to be so).

Either way, seems like poly courses only start at April, so my mum wants to find work once Jan starts T_T sad. But hopefully I can finish Code Geass - Lelouch of the Rebellion 2 before Jan. =) time to rush anime!

Spam

2008-12-26T20:20:00.003+08:00

Reading a lot of manga. Finished Ichigo 100%(Quite shocked about the ending, but I liked it very much), and also due to Christmas there were many releases, and I had fun reading Blazer Drive, Immortal Rejis, Undead, Kyou Koi wo Hajimemasu, Koko ni Iru Yo!, and some others which I kind of forgotten about their names, but very nice. Especially Immortal Rejis.

My irritating brother has as usual gotten rid of all the anime on his computer, so I have to re-download myself all those that I want to watch, so who's fault is it that I'm 'stealing' his bandwidth? zzz.

Ga-Rei Zero and Chaos Head is currently release until episode 11(fan-subbed) and hopefully I get a good ending for Ga-Rei Zero at episode 12 and increasing excitement/anticipation regarding Chaos Head.

Merry Christmas!

2008-12-25T00:30:00.002+08:00

I wish you a merry christmas
I wish you a merry christmas
I wish you a merry christmas, and a happy new year.

I find it dumb that new year's about a week away yet people continue to celebrate both together in a way.

B.C.: Before Christmas. Endlessly tough journey.

Current: Ichigo 100%. nearly completing reading it. kinda nice. I like Tsukasa the most, but my assumption is Manaka will end up with Aya.
Have fun reading, if you actually read it.

A statement.

2008-12-24T01:17:00.002+08:00

Just to sort of copy&edit a statement from BakaFish(a manga scanlation group):

We all love Chrome and blind dude, cos they both go around kicking butt and protecting lolis.

Current 3 manga:
Until Death Do Us Part
Code Breaker
Chrome Breaker

they're all very nice manga found at www.onemanga.com.

Enough said about this post.

Skip Beat

2008-12-23T22:34:00.002+08:00

A very nice manga that has alot of fans.
Rough plot: A high school girl, Mogami Kyouko, follows her childhood 'sweetheart' Fuwa Shoutaro, to Tokyo, trying to support Shou as he starts on the road to Stardom. Unfortunately for her, after Shou debuts, she overhears him planning to ditch her, and as a result, snaps, and cuts and dyes her hair to have a new look, and joins LME(a well-known entertainment group/studio/sector/whatever) to become a star to take revenge on Fuwa Shou in the entertainment world. At the same time, she meets the no.1 male actor in the entertainment world, Tsuruga Ren of LME, who eventually becomes quite close to her as well as being a senpai whom she can count on for advice in acting.

Quite comedical for some parts, but overall a very nice story showing how she slowly becomes prominent in the entertainment world, and *hopefully of how she finally ends up with Tsuruga Ren-sama!*.

/me is currently in <3 with Skip Beat and has finished up to the latest chapter, 133.

4days

2008-12-21T13:59:00.001+08:00

It's weird.

My Birthday___4days___My chinese birthday___4days___Christmas.

Such a coincidence. But why was this year so unlucky?(In a sense). 24/11 and 17/12.

Some stuff

2008-12-20T01:59:00.003+08:00

Actually on the day of my birthday, we went to IMM and there was a car promotion sort of thing. I told my dad "Our car is good enough." cos he was looking at those cars. and I was not kidding. >_>
Then we went down and my dad wanted to know more about a car, and I said:"My previous statement has not changed." Both statements drew a laugh outta them.

I went to my dad's company dinner tonight(19/12, Friday) and ...got bored. lol. But it was a little fun to go for such stuff. Somehow it really feels like everyone's growing up so fast(mostly, the children of my father's colleagues). I can feel what the previous generation is talking about, all the children growing up and them growing older. Slowly, the same would eventually happen to me.

But then, many of the times, I realised that going on such events/functions are not that bad once in a while. But sadly, the cruise in June this year, really not that fun, mainly because I didn't have anyone to share the view with.

I am thinking way ahead of my time.

SIF

2008-12-17T16:35:00.002+08:00

Abbreviate for Shot in foot.
I realised that I'm shooting myself in the foot by doing this but I've already done it so whatever.

Your Birthdate: December 17

You love being in love... so much so that it's very hard for you to be single.

Unfortunately, it's difficult for you to stay in love over time. Too many people intrigue you!

Only your true love will be able to keep you interested over time.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 4

You are most compatible with people born on the 8th, 17th, and 26th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

The irony is that this might well be true. I'm guessing make the heart-breaking 3 times already.(I think, if I'm interpreting this correctly)

whatever. the 'what's your love sign' quiz is definitely wrong. It's a fail.

Early happy birthday

2008-12-17T00:19:00.002+08:00

Wishing Jesus and Ernest(my classmate) an early happy birthday.

16 years of my life just passed by uneventfully.
I've have nothing and done nothing in these 16 years. How interesting and ironic.

HOOKED ON TO LIAR GAME!

Liar game is the no.1 manga. After I read Vol.1&2 I was shivering with excitement.
Akiyama you rock man. and you look so much like L dude.

Currently reading Liar Game round 3: Contraband. Awaiting new releases from Null.

and soon I shall be spamming anime-nia. What a great gift, to watch Chaos Head Episode 10.

NTUC

2008-12-16T00:38:00.002+08:00

I had applied for a job in NTUC. Application submitted on 9th of Dec.
Supposed to receive a call on 12th of Dec to confirm whether I pass/fail.

It's already 15th and no sign.
I tried checking with NTUC.

But there was a walk-in interview during the period...Damn unlucky(It was the same on 9th of Dec). I went home first, and asked my cousin to help me check. He called me and said that the branch manager of Jurong Point's NTUC branch didn't know where he put my job application form.

Perfect.

What can I say man.

Home alone

2008-12-14T23:21:00.002+08:00

Can be really freaky.

I'm getting sick of doing the housework. and the daily chores.

>_>

and damn. maybe will just have to find a job after Christmas.

and for the sake of it:

Teacher: Does anybody know what B.C. stands for?

Student: *raises up hand* Before Christmas.

Japanese honorifics

2008-12-13T18:44:00.003+08:00

Just read up about them and I realised a lot of things, for example the reason for 'bocchama'. I always thought denka was used in the form of 'majesty/highness', cos I never knew about henka.
Japanese culture is interesting indeed.
my freaking BitTorrent downloads are sorta stuck zzz. damn.

Edit: just needed to add, both sempai and senpai are correct. apparently there's something about sempai being the 'old version' of jap and senpai being the newer one, and another claim was sempai was due to the 'Americanization' or whatever and the romanji was 'm' instead of 'n' so it's easier to pronounce.

Watashiwa AZFrost3. lol.

QFT

2008-12-13T00:35:00.002+08:00

"Chihiro-sempai?"

Nothing much, watching 'The heavenly sword and dragon sabre' again at 11pm channel 8 every weekday.

My bro keeps playing his games on my laptop and I cant use my laptop. zzz

Can't wait for the animes that I'm watching to release/come out faster. Especially Chaos Head. It's seriously damn good. The more I watch, the more I'm intrigued by it's story. If only I could understand Jap then I can 'play' the visual novel >_>

Burnt

2008-12-11T18:31:00.001+08:00

Play with fire and you get burnt. I learnt this literally today >_> carelessness.

abit due to inexperience too. oh well.

moichido.

With that...

2008-12-11T17:40:00.002+08:00

I have this entire Thursday(today) to myself at home. I dominate the house. >_> parents went overseas(Taiwan) today. My bro gonna be back tomorrow night. so today's the only day I dominate the house for 24h somewhat.

a few ongoing manga series again:
Gakuen Ouji
Ouji Romantica
Dolls(got from Entropy)
Di(e)ce(got from Entropy)

and happily spamming a new song I got yesterday night.

Songs from Tales of Hearts by the group DEEN.
1)Eien no Ashita
3)Yume de Aru You ni -Tales of Destiny Version-

Torrent-ed from Tokyo Toshokan
Should be about December 9 or 10, category is music.
If anyone wanna get it, help yourself to the search list at tokyotosho.
and Tokyo Toshokan means Tokyo Library or something like that. =)

P.S. you need a Torrent client to download it(BitComet/Azureus or other torrent clients should work just fine.)

IQ Test

2008-12-11T00:03:00.000+08:00

Free-IQTest.net - Free IQ Test

I am so pathetic. (Totally got owned.)

COME AND SHOW ME IQ 200 PPL!

Elfen Lied

2008-12-10T19:51:00.002+08:00

Just finished it. not bad. very nice story.

anyway seems like Kei-sama removed her blog. again.

maintaining a high post/day in Quintessence forums. It's currently almost 40 post/day.
but doesn't seem like alot of ppl tried quintessence yet. sad.

slacking recently. nth much to do.
tried applying for job at NTUC. now waiting for 'results'.

waiting for 2 results to come out feels weird.

but i'm not so scared of 'o' results yet. for now.

and this comp is eff-ed up. can't play high-quality anime.
T_T

I gonna get a new comp next year liao. just hope can somehow get a good lappy with Windows XP as the OS.

power tripped for awhile today. one of the light bulbs busted in my home. maybe partially due to overuse and switching it on and off often.

somewhat desperate for anime+manga to come out faster.

Comp

2008-12-07T00:09:00.002+08:00

Damit my comp sucks. Can't watch high-quality anime one -.- watch abit then screen pause liao.
Then my bro bought a new lappy today cos his desktop is kinda dead, and he say 'high-spec' one. But the OS is Vista, aka IT SUCKS and Vista is suckier than my antique Windows XP -.- at least in the download part.

Conclusion: If you want a computer, buy a computer with Windows Vista(since you can't really get good new computers running on windows XP nowadays) and get the windows xp installation disc from god knows where and change the eff-ing OS.

anyway new list of manga:
Black Cat(Sephiria Arks pwns!)(Kuroneko too =3)
Cat Street
Elfen Lied
Love Luck
Ga Rei(YESH THIS IS TEH PWNZ0RD! Too bad it's not complete yet, but Kagura IS T3H <3!)

gonna try di(e)ce and Dolls which can be downloaded at entropy. Just google Entropy.
but still rushing Black Cat, Cat street & Elfen Lied currently, since I haven't finish them. If I still had anymore un-read Ga-Rei chapters I'd go for Ga-Rei! ><

Ok nth much to update already. Other than the fact that I'm STILL DELAYING FINDING A JOB WAHAHA. I hate jobs >_> well for now.

Quintessence

2008-12-04T17:47:00.002+08:00

Went foruming there the past few days. Finally finished the first wave of reading through more recent topics. Not really intending to read the old ones though.

And for those who haven't tried or seen Quintessence yet, please do go try, you'd be doing yourself, not me, a great favor by knowing this game cause it's seriously good.

and the link is: Quintessence

FYI, the direct translation of Quintessence is the 5th essence or something similar to that. And I heard that it's supposed to be the material that made up gods or something.

And even if you don't want to be bothered with Quintessence, at least spread this game throughout the internet. It doesn't take that long just to tell people or post a message saying that Quintessence is a great Role-Playing game(RPG) and link it in your blog/another forum/Friendster or something.

Thx, and I'm not joking when I say it's good. Most people who have played Quintessence are highly supportive of it and praise it to a certain extent, and are anticipating the release of newer chapters since it is still not yet completed.

But even though it's not yet completed, that's not a good enough reason to not give Quintessence a chance. Besides, it's only like 100mb+? Other games like Maple and Audition are way larger, so really, there's almost no reason anyone should not at least try Quintessence.

Silver

2008-12-01T23:44:00.002+08:00

Download from the page: Silver Street Romantic

Again another nice 2-chapter short story. I kinda liked how they referenced it to Silver Street at the end of the 2nd chapter.

Actually my father's brother's(my uncle) family came to my house on Saturday. Talked about some stuff. They were sort of comparing whether Army food would be better than African food or not, since my uncle often works overseas at Africa(and he earns alot more than my dad when he does so). Than my cousins were also joining in a talk about army life, and my brother who's in a signal unit, acted how a signaler in the army would be lolx. Alot of flower words come out sia... I feel sad for the infantryman who have to listen to all the flower language.
He also said I'd probably end up being a guard(Wtf!) which is like an under-paid commando. sianx~

Waiting for alot of manga&anime! Highschool of the Dead, Girl Saurus DX etc.~

and apparently I kept hunting for items in Brave Story until I'm over-leveled. lolx.

Review

2008-12-01T00:21:00.002+08:00

Watched a little of Toki wo Kakeru Shoujo aka The Girl who leapt through time.
Heartwarming, and thx to my exhaustion, I couldn't hold back the 'tears' that shed because I was tired.(As in, the tears were caused by me yawning). Those who give a damn should watch some nice movies like Toki wo Kakeru Shoujo and 5centimeters per second sometimes.

I wonder if I'm so tired everyday how am I going to work sia zzz.
btw, seems like Kei's guild is going to disband o.0

AND HAPPY 1ST DEC 08. lmao. every day is a special day because that day will never come again. and wth Jonathan gave 2 philosophical statements seh.

And Rushing Brave Story : New Traveler on my PSP!

Gaming Frenzy

2008-11-30T00:02:00.002+08:00

Now started on Brave Story : New Traveler on my PSP, sorta giving up on Riviera. So fun~ lolx

My bro's comp sorta of gone bonkers today. oh well~ he's gonna get a new one soon. my lappy is older den his comp -.- n his desktop lasted a shorter time den my lappy.

apparently my cousin is 2 yrs younger but he's 180 tall. sianx. sadded.

n damit my torrent downloads dun hav seeders =( cant watch my anime!!!

Cleared~

2008-11-28T19:57:00.002+08:00

Kanon

it's a nice short fmws side story(FMWS= full moon wo sagashite)

quite a old manga/anime, but still very nice. listening to the 3rd anime ending song "Changin' My Life - Eternal Snow" while reading the manga is very touching ._.

Kanon has literally nth to do with fmws though, but it's short and if your interested u can get it from megaupload(I uploaded it but whether it can be downloaded or not is another thing, heh)

Most of the '1st wave' manga series I've cleared already. Time for the next hehe.
But seems like Monday I have to go ask for job vacancy at NTUC or sth haix.

Another quite warm-hearted anime series that's still on-going(I think) is Candy Boy. You might wanna check it out at wiki or sth.

5cmps<3~

ok slacking time. abit bored sometimes though =X. this is wad happens when i rush to finish everything asap and leave nth to do next time ><.

5cmps

2008-11-27T18:34:00.002+08:00

A freaking nice animation movie: 5 centimeters per second.

Touching.

Today helped ernest's sister's acc to pass the audition license...

I can't believe I nearly failed a lvl 13 license.

I becoming noober and noober haix.

5cmps is <3ed.

Akari(Girl): 5 centimeters per second.
Tono(Boy): huh?
Akari: The speed of falling sakura petals is 5 centimeters per second.

somehow, I really felt like crying.

Cant believe it's only been 2 weeks since the last 'O' paper. It kinda felt like an eternity. or not.

Manga

2008-11-26T22:24:00.002+08:00

YESH MANGA MADNESS~<3

btw for those who are interested in nice manga recommended by me,(I think no one) i'll just list the recent manga I had been chionging(and felt was nice):

Ai Hime
Ai Baby
Girls Saurus [DX]
Parallel(the story is actually similar to Pastel sia...)
Charisma Doll(one very nice technique in life is taught here LOL)
Love Monster(Ending sorta sucked though.I hate 'happy until ridiculous' kind of endings,but story-wise not bad)
Bitter Virgin

and of cos the more famous ones, famous until dunnoe like wad sia...:

Katekyoshi Hitman Reborn(lol my nick is inside -.-)
D.Gray Man(Getting sorta sucky...)
Claymore(Still nice after quite awhile)
Eyeshield 21(actually still quite gd even after so long, but the matches a little fked up, 1sec score a goal -.-)

somewhere dere~ oh well.

Slacking

2008-11-22T23:37:00.002+08:00

I DUN WAN FIND JOB T_T

haix.

completed alot of new mangas. eyeshield,vampire knight and katekyo is getting interesting. Starting on Ai Baby soon.

Today's screwedx ._.

Manga

2008-11-21T21:31:00.002+08:00

Spamming manga. and just started on a new manga Bitter Virgin. Very sad. The 'sad effect' was almost as great as 1 litre of tears for some reason.

And the story is written partially based off the author, Kusunoki Kei's experience. Well she had a stillborn before when she was working on the manuscript for 'More Than Her'.

*Currently in semi-emo mood, recovering slowly*

Repair.

2008-11-21T16:12:00.001+08:00

Damage has to be repaired. Just like mistakes has to be atoned for in some way.

Phone banking o.0 kinda useful stuff.

Now spamming Sweetbox's Killing Me DJ. massive slacking. soon, job time. sianx.

Koizora

2008-11-20T22:55:00.002+08:00

Just watched finish Koizora. I think my bro watched before cos I heard the ending song before, probably from him, but he never intro me, cos he probably also think this so-so nia. A little too predictable, and Hiro shld've died earlier den it'd be nicer lolx. Someone is sure to say I'm heartless because of this.

Btw, Koizora is not as tear-jerking as 1 litre of tears in my opinion. But I suppose it was a nice story. Well both 1 litre of tears and Koizora are supposed to be nonfiction, but 1 litre of tears has the upper hand IMO in a sad story ranking.

Gotta find more stuff to do~

Naive

2008-11-20T21:06:00.002+08:00

To me, the 8th Cardinal Sin: Naive

Regret should not have a place in our hearts, but I regret stepping out of house today.

Kei got 4 A's,Distinction for Higher CL and T-score of 249? Damn sianx. I got 1 A* and 3 A's(No HCL) but T-score lost to her zzz(241) SIANX!

Watching Koizora. Looks abit dumb, but I suppose that's how life is in Japan.

Today, I'd rather have lost both my handphone and PSP.

Damn. If only I never left house.

Watched Beverly Hills Chihuahua though, which is surprisingly, rather nice. The production of the movie involved tons of Chihuahua's at an Aztec ruin. Chihuahuas: Tiny but mighty. Intriguing.

Victor was sad that he couldn't make it in time to join his juniors though.

Reading up some new manga. Some are nice, some ain't really. oh well.

and I guess the Chaos Head manga was just a rough draft of the plots to be used in the anime, from the way I see it. Katekyoshi Hitman Reborn and Eyeshield 21 are starting to be interesting, though getting a little irritating. I don't really like mangas that stretch infinitely long like Inuyasha. Normally about 100+ chapter would the limit I suppose. But though, the content also affects.

Nevermind. What's past is past. The only thing I can do, is to try to repair whatever I can.

Hectic

2008-11-18T23:09:00.002+08:00

Today was supposed to go CMPB to extend passport...
but my passport had to be recreated because it was longer den 10 years -.- ...
which CMPB dere cannot make, they only extend...

but I found out something interesting.
you cant bring in handphones to CMPB, but PSPs are perfectly fine.
the difference with GCE.

so it's a wasted trip....

den went to eat Sakura at 12noon. I love playing mix&match drinks dere, especially with the sarsi,grape and lemon tea mix xD den also quite nice cos the strong taste of sarsi was reduced.

But everytime I go Sakura, it's almost the norm for me to spam the entire meal with shark's fin's soup, dory with white cream, breaded prawn and the chicken wings.
But I suppose the brownies were nice too. Alot of nice stuff that I don't really like too. I'm picky =) but normally food that I say is good is good. well normally to most ppl I suppose.

but after CMPB trip and Sakura, went home and slacked. helped Ernest's sister to own the nub lic.(my warm up with the same song garnered 100k more den the score in the actual license, same song...)

Might have to go ICA sometime to make new passport, haix.

and tomorrow going to a Career and Future Education Guidance Fair or something, at the SP Convention Hall at 12noon. kinda sianx, but must go according to the imperial decree of my parents. But I guess the info there will help.

Life- and pain

2008-11-18T00:30:00.002+08:00

Life is a journey to seek something worth living for.

Reminded of Ef - a tale of the two.

Because of her nick.

Irritating.

This is something that's beyond me already...

I'm too tired...

A notion just popped into my mind...

Perhaps cold is not the absence of heat...

Perhaps both of them exist.

Humans are such weak beings who survive on others.

They make use of their 'intelligence'...

A double-edged sword.

Experiments to seek what should not have ever been tampered with.

Experiments that ended up with false truth.

Our greed is leading us in circles in the labyrinth.

And now, our exhaustion is nearing.

But we've brought along the End of the Earth.

To the end, we are afraid to be alone.

When our actions...

do not make us any less lonely.

My trail of thought wandered. But I remain hurt.
Shindou Kei, Miyamura Miyako, Hirono Hiro, Himura Yuu, Amamiya Yuuko, Kuze Shuuichi, Shindou Chihiro, Reiji.

Kei...huh?

It's Over

2008-11-17T23:21:00.002+08:00

You who treat me as nothing,
like I am transparent,
my existence is now void,
yet nothing will never change.

Late post. The General Certificate of Examination Ordinary Levels are now officially over. Can't believe that we had Graduation dinner at the evening of the day of the last 'O' lvl paper. But it's over. Everything up till now...is now void once again. Subete...

Weird, but I think I miss her. Maybe, maybe not. maybe just in audition. who knows? For some reason, it still hurts. No idea what I am doing.

And why do I still play audition at all?

btw, I've got a PSP now and some new stuff to play. Can kill the boredom over the hols. but I need to find a job...gotta renew my passport tomorrow. Well. nvm.

I wonder, if being transparent is truly bad. Perhaps, it might be a good thing. Temporary forgotten some things during the period I spammed gaming and anime at home. But they still remain. Like I said, something temporary. Life is like that, huh? To search for something worth living for, be it a person, a hobby, a job, whatever.

I think I'm chasing after a memory.

Transparent

2008-10-29T22:06:00.003+08:00

I'm becoming transparent.

But hardly anyone will read this.

so I'm really transparent.

my existence is transparent as well.

See through me, yet there is nothing

KYO , ARTZ , yet nothing will never change

That's my quote, lolx. love the phrase, yet nothing will never change.
I had no idea was the phrase I wanted to write down when the inspiration to do something like this came. At least, I forgot when I was actually writing it down...

Absolute Zero Frost
AZ Frost

Absolute Zero

2008-10-29T19:16:00.002+08:00

messed up real bad recently haix. hopefully results don't appear as messed up as i think it'll be.

dunnoe y my body keep breaking down recently... damit.

physics was crazy...I'd be happy if I get a 'B' for paper 2. gotta pull it up with paper 1...

Exhausted again

2008-10-24T21:18:00.002+08:00

This week was tiring... 6 'O' papers spread out evenly this week. But happy that many of them are over =)

AND WTF SIA KNN A MATHS SO EASY WTF LA WE DO SO MANY TOUGH PAPER IN THE END WTF!!! WASTE MY TIME DO SO MANY **** PAPER zzzz lolx nvm I should have assured an A1 out. Hopefully my crap stuff in my EMP1 don't get penalized badly >< wrote too much crap later penalize become A2 T_T sobs hopefully they think I'm funny and just mark my work normally =X

Anyway did well enough for my geog I suppose. In a sense quite easy by using Mdm Zainab's 'Key to answering Geography Questions' method lolx.

Today I was on my way home when I rested for awhile at the benches near my flat's playground. Somehow, it was very refreshing. Might be the effect of resting in outdoors. Now I think I understand how the elderly feel =) they just wanna take things slow, and enjoy themselves in the breeze~ well some of them do at least =X.

Yay can play games! lolx but only for a short while. Nowadays Anime-ing alot, cos this season's animes rock! Especially Toradora, Skip Beat, Casshern Sins, Kurogane no Linebarrel, VKG!(teh long awaited <3!) & Tales of the Abyss! All of them quite nice =). *happy~*

Anyway the Maths Angel Kok How has a consent form to go train for the international Maths Olympiad. And If he gets a medal, it's an assured place for him in the Universities in Singapore! Damn pro, we all must wish him good luck!(Well he got chance since only 29 ppl in SG are more pro den him)

Then our school sec 3 combination very crap this year. They can choose their 2nd science as Bio or Physics, but Chem is compulsory (well ok I guess it should be) & Principles of Accounts IS NOT AN OPTION!?!?!? Wtf is wrong with my school. They force the students to take triple science or double humanities ONLY???? _l_ ok whatever, lucky I not in their batch. Then also cannot take pure history -.- What sort of double humanities is this crap man.

ok nvm heck time to slack~ wee~

FREE KILL!

2008-10-22T20:06:00.002+08:00

A MATHS WAS FREE KILL! Shuang sia finally own one paper, but accidentally lost a mark...Kok-ky might get full marks sianx. I keep getting owned T_T haix.

Life is boring without games. But I'm more scared of geography tomorrow T_T ahhhhhh somebody help me! lolx.

Screwed

2008-10-22T10:04:00.003+08:00

So far, messed up chem and EL. dunnoe still got wad i can mess up.

Expected the unexpected, yet sorrow still flows...

Avid the dreamer, yet ahead's a mist...

Somehow, I no longer have the mood to do anything, almost. Need some time to get over things.

17days.

2008-10-19T19:10:00.002+08:00

much has changed in 17days. life is now really messed up. no longer any reason to continue audi or to know when PSLE ends(as I wanted to 17days ago.)

Somehow I have a feeling, 17 is an accursed number for me. Maybe there's something about me that prime numbers hate.

Murderous Intent

2008-10-19T09:52:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is 'O' lvl start! time to party.

Kok-ky makes ppl feel like killing him. He's doing 'O' maths at 'A'lvl Maths standard. Which we haven't learnt and he's thrashing us all. He chiongs fast and can memorise stuff well too like guang, but somehow we all feel like killin him more den guang.

Today and yesterday got some fun visiting my deceased great grandmother. Initially, boring~ but the last moment where they burnt those paper money and some house thingy, very nice and beautiful. If only I could've taken a picture.

And reformatted my comp, but now can't play WCIII:TFT zzz. heck liao need re-get audi which I'm lazy as well as the other stuff. Haven't touched audi in ages.

Then, nth much liao lolx. Life is messed up =)

Slowly becoming inactive~

2008-10-02T22:59:00.002+08:00

Yup, pretty good thing. Actually, not. Kick my ass, how long since I've chiong-ed homework at home when it was holiday. Wait a second...have I even done so before???

Anyway, yea gamed almost like crazy recently so nth much to talk about, but today stay in school until 6pm liddat dam tired zzz do 2 mocks den still got the morning 3 subject...today is an overkill. This coming Monday also same... pwning us all sia.

If I seriously do all my homework, Maths will take up 1/3 of a day daily. Having fun?Sure is.

Anyway it really feels like the chinese saying, "chang jiang hou lang tui qian lang". There's such a great disparity in just a few years, between Pri Sch presently and 4yrs back, and between Sec Sch presently and 4yrs back.

Nth much liao, if rmb then post bah.lolx.

Tired...

2008-09-29T18:46:00.002+08:00

Very tired...the school timetable sucks, I feel like pon-ing school outright, I owe alot of homework, I keep having running nose, I don't have any appetite, I can't focus on doing homework, and I can't study. For me, if I take a few days off school to recover, I dead sure it'll be more effective than going to school to study.

Realised that I'm a sucker for sweet stuff, or donuts, or strawberries, or all of those just mentioned. Walked around Jurong Point searching for something that I feel like eating, but nothing. Walked to Old Chang Kee and BreadTalk, nothing too. Went to Thousand Deli which is on offer of $1/donut or cake, then finally felt like eating something a little. Mum fell sick too ._. stupid weather?

And I really wanna know when will the stupid PSLE end...currently it seems like it's gonna end when I'm having 'O's -.- damn sianx. Gonna rest and play Warriors Orochi now cos I havent even completed lvl 1 of my campaign -.- failed twice but leveled my characters only. Wanna at least pass it, besides not really in any condition to do homework. Very cold too...stupid weather.

P.S. Thanks to my running nose I took 2h 20min to finish the EM mock paper when Mr Kok finished it in 1h 40min. The disparity is just way too great. The best proof of how much it affects me, and my head was blur throughout the exam.

Crap...

2008-09-28T19:23:00.002+08:00

haix still only finished some chem papers that I owe... alot still haven do >< gamed alot this weekend. Yesterday played audi awhile with Jul, den watch TV den play Warriors Orochi. Today went to relative house to celebrate September babies birthday. Quite bored, but still had some fun over this weekend =).

But more pressing now are the problems of my iicomplete homework!!! >< die liao haix.

Chiong

2008-09-26T21:07:00.000+08:00

Got abit of mood to chiong recently, thanks to all the work that's piling up. Teachers all happily chiong-ing mock test papers and giving us homework and mock paper to do at home. The homework pile quite thick sia -.- If include those very long overdue one impossible to finish xD.

But will try to finish those that are more urgent ASAP. And my brother's home. After learning how to use ultimate attacks the battles are becoming slightly easier.

Audi's new mode dynamic crazy is rather fun actually haha.

Crapsters

2008-09-25T21:17:00.002+08:00

We are, oh we are. Me Kok and Guang went to Kenneth's house after eating with Ernest,Victor and Eugene at Lot 1 Food Junction. Cant believe there's a Pepper Lunch Express there =O AND THE PEPPER LUNCH EXPRESS WAS SO MUCH CHEAPER THAN THE ONE AT IMM! CHEATS!

Anyway went to Kenneth's house and I was sort of envious, seeing how nice the condo was. Though on the downside, his condo actually was kind of small compared to my HDB I guess. Nicer on the outlook but not exactly that spacious on the inside. Then we explored Kenneth's stuff and played with them(Lolx I go there play Chinese Chess -.- & Kok play Rubik's Cube) And then Guang and Kok actually focus-ed and studied while I slacked. We talked about stuff, and damn it Kok refused to tell me who he likes zzz.

Saw GE, but apparently it seemed boring to me, a little like maple. The good part is it can 'afk-training' cos you just stand in the middle of the monster spawn map and the characters auto fight the monsters that auto attack you. Ernest and Victor also say what the girls inside very pretty whatever -.- then in the end so-so -.- it's not like that freaking nice also.

Then we bought sweets earlier so we ate and Kenneth's younger sister Valerie was at home and being playful she threw some ball thingy at Guang, who obviously retaliated from the top of Kenneth's bed(which was high up and needed to climb a ladder). Kok also took out his I.C. and EzLink Card cos he was showing to us how different he looked, which Kesin had said at first. Then I tried to be funny and said I've stolen his I.C wahaha now he's gonna be in trouble. Guang joined in and I passed the I.C. to him lolx.

I also played maplesea awhile on Kenneth's comp, and saw bear on9 haha. long time no see de fren seh~ sorta miss ex-Ezekiel. Ohana has pretty much screwed up so I don't really care anymore. In fact, the memories with ex-Ezekiel members were much fonder than that at Ohana's. But still, once an ohanian, always an ohanian =). Xyphoria? One heck of a messed up guild I suppose. Like I give a damn about it anymore, that pathetic split-off Ohana audition guild.

Then there was also some sort of fortune-telling thing and Kenneth seemed to be so freaking lucky each time! I asked about Ernest and Victor's love lives and both didn't really bode well haha. Actually, mine wasn't any better lolx. And when I asked who will bless me, Frankenstein came out -.- wtf? Not god, not witch, not angel, not devil, not dracula, but frankenstein!? omfg! well better than Pumpkin I suppose -.-

Kenneth is so rich ._. his house is full of manga,toys whatever. Better than mine -.- with only Chinese chess,International Chess, animal chess and some weird stuff while he has Game of Life, the fortune telling thing, Link Up, Roulette etc. haix~

Today never bring P.E. again! zzz then need to walk around basketball court and bounce basketball(which did not have enough air) zzz wah damn stupid sia. If only I remembered got P.E. zzz then can play basketball with them.

According to some funny ranking thing based on Guang's info from some girls in our class, the more handsome boys were Hubert,BangHao,Kenneth,Kok How and Guang(himself). Lolx as expected. But what was strange was the reverse rankings: Out of the 15 boys in class, Victor was 14th, Alvin was 13th and I was 12th???Jeffery and John were 10th and 11th. Shocked that I was supposedly better than Victor and Alvin o.0 Well that was what I could tell from the talk; After all we were all talking here and there, not exactly fixed on one topic whatsoever and can jump here jump there with alot of other chit-chat here&there. Then since Guang Kok and Kenneth were pretty 'popular' based on the ranking, then I say I'm so honoured to be with the 2 more popular boys lolx. I seriously thought that pretty much all the boys in our class except me are pretty good-looking.

Nowadays massive gaming. Stupid intensive training week =( haix gonna be very bored~ SOMEBODY SAVE ME!!! T_T

Spams~

2008-09-24T22:01:00.002+08:00

Today Qiao Hui never come to school o.0 guess her sore throat got the better of her?

And today's Kok-ky's birthday! Damn! He never got his birthday rape xD. And he excused himself from his self rules for a day, which he used for playing basketball. You fking addict -.-

Noticed that many things are slowly changing over the years, just within the areas I pass by everyday I come home from school. It's sure been a long time since I've been at this school...it feels even longer than being at my primary school haha.

Mr Ang talked about some interesting stuff today. Those who are nearer to the C-F range grades are more willing to take risk and have a higher chance to be millionaires eh? Guess that makes me within the majority of the bell curve.

Explored my bro's stuff a little, checking those I wanted to. Maybe I should get Mizuki Nana's songs from my bro, since he has so many. They're nice~

Today was rather cold with the strong rain+aircon GG combo. Chinese is getting way too boring =(. Oh well.

Prelim =(

2008-09-23T19:36:00.002+08:00

Scored very badly overall. Comparing to Midyear, most of my grades have deproved except for EM and Geography which both improved =). I cant believe my EM improved -.- my previous score was 94.875/100 which was like so difficult to surpass already. Now I got 95.5 =D.

Current Grades:(To hell with scores thx,will make me emo more)

CL-D7
EM-A1
AM-A1/2(unsure)
EL-B4
Humanities-D7(Hopefully can get 1 more mark from Mrs Sng to push it to a pass,C6!)
Physics-A2/B3
Chem-A1
Bio-C6

Some sort of mother fking results. gotta do a hell load better for 'O's.
L1R5(highest possible)=EM+AM+EL+Humanities+Chem+Physics=1+1+4+7+1+2=16
Well if it turns out this way, I'll at least beat my Midyear L1R5 by 1 point thx to my Physics increasing by 1 grade.

Then now recollection:
yesterday forgot to post that I had accidentally 'disturbed' a couple who was about to kiss privately at the lift lobby. lolx. The guy was about my height and the girl was about 1 head taller than him -.- dam weird. and yea sometimes when u chance upon sth like this, u just noe tat they're abt to kiss.

Today saw Louise and another of my primary schoolmate who are currently at Commonwealth Sec. Either they forgot who I am or they never notice me, highly possible the first choice. Well I've also forgotten the other girl's name, so I'm sort of at fault too. I never kept in touch with my primary schoolmates after leaving after all.

Then comehome and sleep again. These few days keep having running nose zzz Sleeping just doesnt get rid of it. Haix...But today I also played the ball thingy again =X and guess what? It was my first try and I got 5 in a column =O Tyco-ness! But then no use cos both thing that I get same as my friend which are pink tokens traded for the childhood thingy. Heck lazy to explain/describe =P

Hopefully tomorrow will be good >< will be getting back to last of the papers.(AMP2 and Physics Paper 2) and finalising the marks(probably). And Mr Ngoh said he minus my marks cos I go write "Mr Ngoh's Photo Theorem". He said he's shy and don't want his name up there so minus marks LOL! I think it's just because I made a mistake somewhere haha. The best crap teacher. Don't really regret coming to Swiss Cottage even though none of my primary school students came here. Sec 3&4 have been the best time of my life so far =).

How humans flirt

2008-09-22T20:46:00.002+08:00

For people who are slow(like me):
Quoted(Copied) from QiaoZhen's blog:

HOW GUYS FLIRT:

1. He stares at you alot.
2. He hits you alot. (just play hitting )
3. He uses the first thing that pops into his head to start a converstaion with you
4. He yelled, "Hi!", to your mum that day she picked you up from school.
5. He blew off his buds to go see "Brown Sugar" with you cuz you couldn't get another girl pal to go and didn't want to go alone.
6. He tries to make you laugh anyway even if he gets hurt in the process
7. His voice gets softer when ever you two talk.
8. You hung up on him. He called you back.
9. You were invited by him to a group outing.
10. He called you to talk about nothing at all.
11. He imitates your laugh. OK, you do laugh PRETTY LOUD. Which makes you laugh even harder...
12. He remembers little things you mention in casual conversation
13. He sometimes stares straight into your eyes.
14. He uses every possible way to touch you (your hair, face, thighs, KNEES,ect.)

HOW GIRLS FLIRT:

1.She calls you by your full name not just a nick name.
2. She hits you softly on the arm and laughs when you say something funny.
3. She flips her hair when she's talking to you.
4. She touches your arm when she talks to you.
5. She says, "No, I'm not telling you who I like!" with a big smile on her face.
6. She asks you who you like or who you would go out with seemingly interested.
7. When you go to the movies with a bunch of your friends and she is almost always next to you.
8. She criticizes you on a girl you like.
9. You catch her staring at you.
10. She plays with your hair or tries to put make up on you.
11. Her friends outside of school and in school know about you, and says she talks about you a lot.
12. She knows your phone number and address. ( stalker much? )
13. She will try and talk, and spend time with you as much as possible

------------------------ENDDD---------------------------

Another crap but fun day

2008-09-22T19:37:00.003+08:00

Today the group went to Lot 1, which consists of me,Ernest,Victor(yup quintsexual), Yunfeng, Guang Xue(Flying Cape!), Kenneth, Qiao Hui, Julia, Wan Kei. We went to eat at Pizza Hut, so called to celebrate(wtf celebrate failing Bio?-For Julia and Wan Kei).

Before we went Lot 1, there's those ball machine thingy where u slot 20cents into it and play, trying to hit 4 in a horizontal or vertical line, den got 5 slots. We were all playing then get all sorts of funny prizes lolx. Mostly were playing with the balloon blowing thing, the sticky gum thingy that can be blown into a balloon using a sort of a stick? Dunnoe how to describe >< but it's sort of a childhood thing, then some of us were like saying some of the others got deprived childhood never play with it before haha.

Then reach Lot 1, Pizza Hut, 9 seats ._. wow quite alot of ppl this time sia. Basically we mostly order group set so cheaper(I think?). Then we all keep spam cheese,pepper and chilli(not me). When I was adding cheese the cover feel out then the cheese flooded the table and pizza. Then I was like wtf? The cover never close properly!?? Then the whole container of cheese just ended up on my pizza just like that lolx but still very nice the pizza cheesy =D.

Then sometime after that I accidentally knocked down my glass of pepsi ._. damn crap. Luckily only table kena, never spill onto to ground or touch anyone lolx. After that I go play with food and drinks =D I go pour cheese pepper and pepsi together, then mix into something that tastes like crap, mostly due to the pepper. Then we all pretty much finished our food by that time, so we started playing the number game, where one person sets a number and the rest take turn to guess the number and the one who gets the number will be given a penalty which is to eat the crazy food we made(Julia,Wan Kei and Qiao Hui's side made some funny meat capsicum whatever with cheese chilli all sort of stuff lolx.) Then we played a few rounds in which Ernest tio once, I tio once,Victor tio twice, Julia tio once lolx. I sort of took pride in that Victor tio once because of the number I set xD.

Price of Pizza Hut lunch: *sound of cash system opening* $8.40. lolx. Well nevermind had a rather fun time =).

Time to mass spam songs and anime! <3 lolx. Anyway some nice stuff:

EXCUSES FOR FAILING AN EXAMINATION

It's not the fault of the student if he fails, because the year ONLY has 365 days.

Typical academic year for a student:
1. Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year, you know Sundays, are for rest.
Days left 313.
2. Summer holidays - 50 where weather is very hot and difficult to study.
Days left 263.
3. 8 hours daily sleep - 130 days GONE.
Days left 141.
4. 1 hour for daily playing - (good for health) means 15 days.
Days left 126.
5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chewing properly & swallowing) - means 30days.
Days left 96.
6. 1 hour for talking (man is a social animal) -> means 15 days.
Days left 81
7. Exam days - per year at least 35 days.
Days left 46.
8. Quarterly, half yearly and festival (holidays) - 40 days.
Days left 6.
9. For sickness - at least 3 days.
Days left 3.
10. Movies and functions- at least 2 days.
1 day left.
11. That 1 day is your birthday. How can you study on that day ?!?!?!?!?!
Balance = 0
" How can a student pass ?????"

Did anyone realise that the person who wrote the message above has failed Maths?

No time to rest

2008-09-21T21:57:00.002+08:00

haix right after prelims Mr Ngoh gave us a worksheet to finish over the weekend, no rest =( oh well I never finished =( but did some. I couldn't do some of the questions, sort of brain lag? And some of the questions I abit lazy to do =P cos need to expand and do alot of crap which is sianx and time-consuming.

Finished HanaKimi! Very nice and touching, the characters cried at the end while bidding farewell to the main character Ashiya Mizuki. But very heartwarming.

I'm spamming the music playlist at Kok's blog on Yggdra Union lolx. Keep listening to Blazing Emperor Gulcasa's music. Very cool and he is damn strong. Brongaa Knight/Blazing Emperor Gulcasa! Ownage lolx. If my bro gets a PSP I'm probably gonna buy the PSP version of Yggdra Union.

Then today never audi ._. lolx. Gamed alot, had a fair share of slacking, watched Lu Ding Ji as usual. Sometimes it's amazing how well Wei Xiaobao can sweettalk.

Btw, actually I'm not so agitated or w/e, seeing how everyone keeps calling to me to relax. How to say, most of the time I'm always very calm even when my choice of words don't make me seem so. The only time I wasn't calm was probably the post mentioning how I was almost going to snap. Back then, yea I was very different from my usual self.

I think I tend to exaggerate my faults? Somehow, I think I'm doing it on purpose, lolx. Only Victor mentioned that I have attitude problem. I know I probably have, lolx. Guess I'm just weird, lolx.

Oh well~ but still like what the principal in HanaKimi said, live the present to the fullest and not have any regrets. That's what I do best =) That's why I'm a slacker.

Resilience

2008-09-21T00:08:00.002+08:00

something i do not have. bored. xtremely.

today went to wu yi's housewarming party(fifth aunt,mother side). basically, eat and tok and drink. den sianx. den go back. stupid running nose screwed me over the entire day. den at nite, parents went out bought KFC n coffee bean, had a nice dinner, watched Lu Ding Ji(chn 8 7.30pm wkends) den went to audi, today had some fun time with everyone. especially floorball(spencer) and commy com com(darren) who were like crappin alot.

gotta do that dumb maths hw tomorrow.

but, quite irritated as well. And FYI, I wouldn't believe that I'd cry and I'd rather not admit that I've cried, cos it seems so pathetic. Dinah had a statement:"It takes courage to cry". who noes tat might be true. but I cant even cry when I wan to. stupid. It's not that I don't wan to.

why, u ask? no idea. gonna finish hanakimi 2moro left 2 episodes. very nice =) the guy finally realises he's not gay and asks the gal to be his gf. the manga was drawn nicer though, to me. drama's sometimes just feel weird compared to manga to me.

and yea, nth much. jus standard stuff, doing my daily bloggin. i wonder, who reads every single of my posts? lolx. I just don't know what to do anymore. Feels like I'm gonna snap, lolx. Kok said I was rebellious. haha. Interesting.

The day I break free of my slacking self and work hard will probably be the day I find a girlfriend who can change me 180 degrees. I've found out that nothing else works the hard way. Habits die hard. And I don't care if I break anymore hearts. Facts remain facts. History is always bias as it is recorded by the winners. The Da Vinci Code has told me this at least.

In shattered reprimand

2008-09-19T22:23:00.002+08:00

This is endless...my results are plain ridiculous. I flung Humanities and barely scraped a pass for Bio. Not to mention my Chem which never reached 90% and my AM which I can jolly well say goodbye to an A1. Though, apparently it was 95% pass and 70% distinction for Chem zzz 4e4 scammer. lolx oh well.

Saw Yee Jeng & Glen walking towards Mac(haha, date seh) but never saw them go in. Then also saw Hui Ern(sec 3 CO head) and some of my juniors when I ate there after I played a few mins of basketball. Had to go early, cos I was really tired apparently and I needed fluids. I havent had lunch or breakfast too so I decided why not go Mac to eat. Though ended up still bringing the food back home cos didn't feel like eating it there and then.

Finished The Da Vinci Code today, and will finish HanaKimi this weekend. Interesting, The Da Vinci Code. It made me thought the main antagonist was someone else nearing the end. The riddles and cryptic analogies as well as the story ideas were rather well substaniated. The Holy Grail, eh? Indeed a story with interesting fictional ideas that are highly poisonous to Christian faith.

I think I nearly cried(or maybe I did) again today...the second time this year. 'Endless Sorrows' eh?

Tears flow down upon a road,
Like a lonely soul that walks endlessly
A scar in his heart, unable to heal
Towards destruction, alone he goes

Apparently there's something seriously screwed up with the quints3xual and the Maths God. Yee Jeng is the boss and pro in everything, expected to score high. But the quint aka Victor got 79/80 for AMP1, same as YJ and some1 in 4e1 got 80/80...wtf is wrong with them...Kok also got 36/40 for Bio MCQ...What's wrong with them all???

As expected, what is 76/80 for EMP1, even if it's highest in class? It's still pure crap! AMP1 also got ppl score full marks! Getting irritated. Mood getting worse and worse recently. HanaKimi and The Da Vinci Code helped though.

Mood:Down

2008-09-18T22:30:00.002+08:00

Whole day was quite unhappy. Everything is screwed. I scored 68.5/140 for CL(D7), 38/75 for Geog section A and SS and 17/25 for EL summary. and of course my most retarded mark ever, even though I improved by 1mark compared to midyear, is 76/80, EMP1. If you think 76/80, "top of the class", is good, I'll only say, it's -'- ed up.

I'm scoring pathetic marks for everything. zzz sianx. bo mood. EMP1 everything too careless, I think highest in 4E is 77/80, which there are 3 from 4E6. Might have more, who knows.

Hoping that Chem gets 90
And chiong abt 1/3 of The Da Vinci Code today. Hopefully finishing it within this week. An intriguing story. And also HanaKimi by this week as well, since it's very nice and funny.

Today never audi, cos I slept during the afternoon lolx. but it seems like my classmates were all playin during the afternoon. And amazingly, I entered audi for like 5mins but dere was no1 on9 in fren list so I dam sianx den off9 liao, though I saw -ZEN-Punk on9 in fam. But then again, dun really noe him so...lolx. I'm just not so sociable I guess.

And Maths God Kok got 74/80 for EMP1, but we both were very very careless. The only mistake I sort of forgive myself is a 1m mistake, cos I thought too deeply until wrong. I din noe can jus use lower quartile x 4 to get the total...cheats.

Stuff

2008-09-17T22:43:00.002+08:00

Bored with gaming, sort of, so now reading The Da Vinci Code and watching Hanazakari no Kimi Tachi E. Though also back to playing abit of Yggdra Union, following the guide. Still difficult though.

But I did audi awhile today lolx.

and Kok GL me by copying exactly my font and msn nick in msn -.- lolx. 'Copy-god' xD.

Anime & School

2008-09-16T23:21:00.000+08:00

Massive Anime spamming today, watched finished VK season 1 in one shot. The manga was like so much better? Then also watched Slayers Revolution. Xellos is seriously zai sia. Then gamed a little lolx.

Screwed up AMP2 badly. I doubt I'll get A1 for A.Maths now. Sianx sia shld've studied. Haix and Kok-ky and even alien and Tay say the paper was easy just tricky. I sure die liao haix.

Tomorrow need to vacuum the floor while my bro mops the floor ._. sianx~

Yesterday forgotten to post that I went to Lot 1 with Ernest, Wan Kei, Julia and Qiaohui to eat at LJS lolx. Then we chatted about some interesting stuff, but mostly I forgot liao =X but still, sometimes such gatherings can be fun.

But nvm! Had fun in AMP2 using Mr Ngoh's Photo Theorem(our Maths Teacher). The story goes like this:

Mr Ngoh: I have a photo of my son ah, ppl see already some say your son looks like you and others say your son very handsome.
'Narrator': He is saying that Mr Ngoh himself is very handsome because his son is handsome and his son looks like him. And this is the founding of the Photo Theorem!
'Narrator': In Practical Maths usage, given a diagram and asked to prove PQRS is a paralleogram given that PQRS are the midpoints of AB,BC,CD,DA respectively. As PS=1/2 BD(Midpt Theorem) and QR=1/2 BD(Midpoint Theorem again), PS=QR(Photo Theorem!)
---end of story---

xD. Photo Theorem rocks xD Time to get our extra marks from him xD.(Actually everyone knows he's joking, but we play along xD) Gotta remember to finish one set of Maths homework then come back SCSS and hand it in to him when I go see him xD Since he always ask his ex-students if they came back to hand in homework.

Probably the most precious memories we take out of Swiss Cottage will be Mr Ngoh's jokes and all the crapping we did with our teachers, mostly Mr Ngoh, Mrs Wong and Mdm Tan. Probably some from our psychologist teacher Mr Ang too =). Though it's kinda sad that our class is not really united and we all never really did anything truly as a class together, ever since we entered the class of 3E5 and will remain so until we graduate and leave 4E5 and Swiss.

But still, I <3 4E5! Swiss 4E5 '08 forever!

Bored

2008-09-15T21:20:00.002+08:00

Anyhow spam =D anyway audi-ed today den dear secretly play and I start 1 game den she gtg and alt tab haven start playin -.- lolx. Then at nite play ard bu awhile, den play cpl mode with GF n the room title was 'Finding CPL' or sth liddat again lolx.

Finished Enigma. A nice book, with very interesting ideas that are told at the end. Those cryptanalysis ppl are dam pro, breaking codes and think amazingly, also able to think out of the box. World War 1 was really a chaotic situation back then. And all the info are actually quite logical in thought...Robert Harris is a rather pro writer.

Physics was a killer today, majority of the students were exterminated by it. Well luckily AMP2 won't finish us off that easily.(I think?) And feels kinda sad that the exam periods are over. I like exam periods cos we are 'released' early, I don't need to study so jus go home and game. shuang.

And audition's laggy. zzz but audi-ing when it's not laggy is often fun.

Enigma

2008-09-14T21:54:00.002+08:00

This is my 100th blog post! lolx. Anyway reading a rather old book called Enigma by Robert Harris. Interesting fictional book related to World War 1, Battle between Allied Forces and the Germans.

Then also got a few more anime pics from some webby and read manga at onemanga. Though I never studied for Physics so I'm ready to fail haha. And nth much =) and my parents came home after their trip to Ipoh today.(They left on Friday morning.)

Audi-ed

2008-09-14T00:36:00.001+08:00

and it was nice enough to end of my day <3 =)

Fun stuff today

2008-09-13T22:30:00.002+08:00

some bits and pieces of info I made into a word program to record it down earlier today in case I forgot about them. Kinda messy though but interesting =).

2008-09-13.Msn crapping day:

Ernest tells me what Kok How says:

Imagine running into a solid barrier and coming out the other side. That's what electrons do. O.o says:
humanities is in science because the aim of science is to improve the lives of humans

Operation GL kok:

Frozen Entity ; seems like humanities go well with science... says:
and the aim of science is not to improve the lives of humans
Frozen Entity ; seems like humanities go well with science... says:
it's to satisfy the fcking scientists who refuses to stop destroying earth to satisfy their curiosity

and

imagine running into a solid barrier and coming the other side. no its not electrons. it's called the barrier was an illusion
Like duh u imagined it so in reality you did not run through the solid barrier and come out on the other side. So everything is just an illusion that you imagined. LOL xD

Den kok said:

Imagine running into a solid barrier and coming out the other side. That's what electrons do. O.o says:
you guys all say I next time become a scientist and there you go saying scientist are f***ing
Imagine running into a solid barrier and coming out the other side. That's what electrons do. O.o says:
so by photo theorum
imagine running into a solid barrier and coming the other side. no its not electrons. it's called the barrier was an illusion says:
lol
imagine running into a solid barrier and coming the other side. no its not electrons. it's called the barrier was an illusion says:
so ur fking
imagine running into a solid barrier and coming the other side. no its not electrons. it's called the barrier was an illusion says:
ic

Interesting…Interesting…Zero Kiriyuu and Yuuki Kuran!<3 in my own way dun really like Kaname =X but I also not really caring who Yuuki ends up with.

And another point Ernest mentioned:

*crap.. humanities questions in my science papers..* {physicing..sianz..} says:
lol wad the hell is wrong with yisin and kesin
*crap.. humanities questions in my science papers..* {physicing..sianz..} says:
u see their nicks
imagine running into a solid barrier and coming the other side. no its not electrons. it's called the barrier was an illusion says:
i dunnoe kesin one
imagine running into a solid barrier and coming the other side. no its not electrons. it's called the barrier was an illusion says:
yisin one jus yisin wad
*crap.. humanities questions in my science papers..* {physicing..sianz..} says:
u know yisin is YISIN!
*crap.. humanities questions in my science papers..* {physicing..sianz..} says:
kesin one is KESIN!
*crap.. humanities questions in my science papers..* {physicing..sianz..} says:
wtf
imagine running into a solid barrier and coming the other side. no its not electrons. it's called the barrier was an illusion says:
LOL

My bro says “Science exists for humans.” Nice statement. Can mean a lot of things eh? Like a debate topic xD.

and then went to my cousin Tan Wei Lei's house today. Saw the drama serial "she diao ying xiong zhuan"(The Condor Hero) but an old version, in CD. The last time I watched it, made me wanna watch it again lolx they made it until so nice sia~. But in the end also never borrow it back to watch again since I still rmb the drama roughly haha. Then my brother was like spamming downloads at my cousin's house cos he couldn't download at home.

Never really audi much today =( but maybe going to play later =). Hopefully something fun happens =). Waiting patiently for Wednesday =) which is the day right after the last Prelim paper =) Get over this hell already! woot! actually it ain't even hell yet haha xD since I'm still like super-slack during Prelims.

Three sucky days straight

2008-09-12T21:44:00.003+08:00

10/9/08. Descending numbers. 11/9/08. 911 incident anniversary. 12/9/08. My brother's 20th Birthday. 3 straight stupid days.

Anyway only Maths seems to be immune from involving other subjects. The paper was quite easy, so hopefully I scored 90<. Even better, 100 xD but probably won't happen. Seemed to have made some mistakes...oh well.

Made some dumbass stuff, and yea these words probably ain't real in any language's dictionary, and it doesnt really have much meaning, except that it's linked to my story blog.

Knights of Iretia:

Recon de etearal
For Sorlas en decrit
Esprit de corps
Never shall we fall

and another one...

Flightless sy knights of storm and wind
Intrigued, I must say, of lore and magic
Might we stand, fall of light, of entities
Elements in itself, of elements of themselves.

And saw Mark Lee and some other Mediacorp actresses at some chinese baby show thing at Jurong Point today at about 11am. Interestingly I heard some people said something about some things being different on TV and in real life. That's obvious, isn't it?

MGX

2008-09-11T21:14:00.003+08:00

A new manga, interesting one: Mysterious Girlfriend X.
'Drool Connection', by tasting the other person's drool you can understand his/her feelings/thoughts. Well it only happens with the MGX and those who has 'Drool Connection' with her though. Very nice haha. No need for speech, just drool(saliva). lolx.

Happily gaming today too. There was a geography question in the Biology paper o.0 on Blue Revolution. Lolx. Then do until very 'shuang' the bio paper. But maybe can get B3 cos it seemed to went rather well on the whole.

Home sweet home

2008-09-10T21:17:00.002+08:00

well that's what my bro's feeling today. He got this stupid passing out parade thingy den my parents take leave go watch, den they come back, since my bro is officially out of Basic Military Training Camp(BMTC) and well soon not a recruit lolx. still dunnoe where he posted to. Then we had an early celebration of my bro's bdae on 12/9 cos my parents going to Ipoh on 12/9 so early celebrate 1st. Went IMM eat Pepper Lunch, and I was freaking full ._. oh well. Then after that come home and game like mad xD dun wan study for bio =X.

Then today at chem I freaked out at chem paper 1, the first test tat I ever freaked out be4 in... dunnoe why lolx. Anyway den studied a little with Yeejeng (Her notes are probably the best in class o.0 well nth less to be expected from the top student?) Then did slightly better in Chem paper 2, I think. But the paper was like screwed. I messed up dam badly. But dere was a question, "wad are the effects of destroying the Amazon Basin for land". we all were like, WTF??!! WHY GOT GEOG QUESTION HERE! Then I go answer it the geography way. dam dumb sia a geog question in a chem paper lmao. den the 2 papers were set by Thomas Tan, who merely type dere: set by T.T which is like crying face lmao. and TT is funny sia he said 'have fun' at the start of the paper LOL. and guess what, I really had fun getting screwed by his dumb paper. sianx~

Tomorrow 100% screw up Bio. I suck at bio anyway.

Cried of Litez

2008-09-09T20:10:00.000+08:00

Rite~ so I made 3 poems today during ELP2 heh xD. And guess what, I drew a toy rhino in front of Mr Ngoh who was one of the invigilators xD LOL sia then very weird and not myself. Anyway yea my drawing sucks haha xD I suck at art anyway so don't expect much. Then again you all nth to expect cos I not uploading a picture of the rhino xD.

Anyway I never finished CLP2 again T_T haix did so poorly as usual T_T A1 ah!!!~~~ fly fly fly away *poof*. Though, see if you can understand my poems and their titles =).

Habit/Mistake:

Once, yet another chance
Twice, it's hard to change
Thrice, will never stop
Time, will be my end

Reality and Illusion:

Hell, in its mimicry
Heaven, in its serenity
Forbidden, thought to be
Reality, naught to be.

Pencil:

A simple sketch, nothing more
Mind me, right what wrong?
Hold the light, brighten the way
Embrace thy, darkness and shadows.

And as Ernest has put it well, why is it that our Geography,SS and EL papers all have Globalisation in it!? Like, wtf sia. And just read finish up to the latest chapter of Pastel =) Interesting. Muji is a fking retard. And I finished my WBCII campaign the 2nd time on Sunday but forgot to blog about it =). But I lost my Vampiric Standard SOBS! T_T so now I'm back to 1 item each of 5 different ancient item sets. sianx won't be getting an entire set anytime soon. And I want Sirian's set! It rocks sia.

Pastel

2008-09-08T21:09:00.003+08:00

Just wanted to talk about this manga I'm reading online recently at onemanga.com. Quite interesting, at least to me. Anyway tomorrow is ELP2 and CLP2 haix. Today did so-so for Geog and EMP1. Hope to score full marks for EMP1! =X cos really quite easy. Just hope no careless.

And I today never gamed! =D but nvr study also =X whole day manga-ing lolx.

Dread

2008-09-07T19:42:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow's Geog, not sure if got Maths, then Tues is ELP2 CLP2, Wed is Chem, Thurs is Bio...or wadeva. lazy go see. Lets take it as it comes lolx. Never study...haha oh well. I'm so screwed anyway. Just no mood to do anything, almost.

sianx.

Snapping...

2008-09-07T00:34:00.000+08:00

I don't know why, I just feel like I'm gonna snap. Feeling bloody fucked up right now, I wanna flame every single fucking person I know. Wonder if it's the pressure I'm feeling recently. After all, it's been so long since I've been stressed. This fucking Prelims...It's like a torchlight warning us of the 'O' Levels. Seriously...I can snap at any second now. It's tough, to keep holding myself back. Trying very badly to tolerate already...why...?What happened to me...? It's scary...facing the current me. It's almost like an entirely unknown region of me, something I didn't know that exists in me, and it's really freaking me out. Am I so damn weak...?

Though, found 2 very nice songs, Rinne-Rondo by ON/OFF and the other is an Audition song...Vampire Knight Guilty Trailer is also very nice, and Shoku-dan's translations are like so screwed compared to Yuurisan-Subs translations of Vampire Knight.

Massive gaming today as well, gotta focus on studying tomorrow...But can I? The stress is just too great...I think maybe this is just a little stress for others, but I just can't take it, because I'm not used to stress...I've never ever stressed myself so greatly before...Fuck this...And it's not everyday that I keep spamming 'Fuck' whether talking or in the cyber world...I really need something to release me from this burden...Really gonna snap soon...Nearly...wanted to just vent my frustrations out on...someone close to me...Damn...

Wow...

2008-09-05T21:13:00.002+08:00

I actually studied a teeny weeny little bit of geography today lolx. but insignificant heh. Then...yea almost a standard boring day full of gaming. Strangely going out can make me feel a little better yet sometimes also boring and tiring. lolx. Have to admit(actually I never ever denied it and admitted it like long ago) that I'm a natural born lazy person =D 'ren2 zhi1 chu1, xing4 ben3 lan3' xD.

WBCII:Add-on

2008-09-05T00:14:00.002+08:00

Just to add a little bit of info I forgot to post just now, I'm seriously becoming more and more sadistic. Before the campaign ends in WBCII, during the last few battles, the enemy will start begging you to have a ceasefire. They keep offering good stuff and there are a few funny stuff like offering you a royal marriage of your choice for the ceasefire,stop this unnecessary bloodshed and "desperately begs you to spare their lives." and er I was sadistic enough to choose the option like: Continue the blood shed =D wah den I feel shiok somemore really siao and sadistic liao sia. Damn funny sia see the enemy keep 'groveling' LOL! But well the item I get for completing the campaign without accepting any truces was the Orb of Etheria which is like a godly item which totally owned all the offers my enemies could offer me =D.

Conclusion:I'm a sadist =D And I'll cheer when the End of Earth approaches =D.(I'm a crazy evil person =D. Oh and btw, mankind will probably be wiped out by 2100, probably earlier =D around 2060 for the world to be flooded by the melting of the polar ice caps. So yea well done mankind we reap what we sow eh?)

WBCII

2008-09-04T23:28:00.002+08:00

Finished the campaign once for Warlords BattleCry II =D Orb of Etheria is cool. Then audi awhile today, saw and play with milo&milk awhile, but dear nvr on9 ._. den I was so bored i went to edit the couple registration license thing into something extremely crappy. Left 3 days to study...haix.

Slacking

2008-09-03T23:58:00.000+08:00

more slacking today lolx. recently mum cooking =D get to eat home-cooked food again. Still cant maple and haven study lolx. the shortest post eva.

MS

2008-09-02T23:09:00.002+08:00

Trying to get MS DLs to actually work zzz screw it. Then today addicted to new game(or rather, old) called WBC2,Warlords BattleCry 2. Strategy game, tats all not much to say lolx. Yggdra and Fire Emblem are still difficult and erm I sorta sianx cos when stuff gets too difficult they become irritating.

And nvr audi today lolx. I signed out from msn for the 2nd half of the day and keep playing WBC2 until over the limit den end up nvr see whether Ernest got audi or not lolx. oh well. n I nvr study again lolx.

Colours

2008-09-02T00:24:00.003+08:00

By Cai Lin:(I copy & paste-d)

1. Alvin --- Red
2. Siew Yee --- Pink
3. Welon --- Dark Blue
4. Yun Feng --- White
5. (I skipped mine)
6. Pei Yi --- Orange
7. Dawn --- Sky Blue
8. Ernest --- Light Green/ Lime
9. Xue Li --- Brown
10. Ke Sin --- Lime
11. Da Wen --- Red
12. Wan Kei --- White
13. John --- Yellow
14. Kasturi --- Pink
15. Kenneth --- Green
16. Yi Sin --- Blue
17. Qin Xin --- Light pink
18. Yan Lam --- Orange/Yellow
19. Victor --- Black
20. Han Qi ---Yellow
21. Guang Xue --- Blue
22. Jana --- Chocolate Brown
23. Yee Jeng --- Black
24. Priyangha --- White
25. Sammini --- Dark Orange
26. Jeffery --- Ice Blue
27. Kok How --- Green
28. Christina --- Fluff White
29. Zi Ying --- Red
30. Jonathan --- Yellow
31. Eugene --- Light Blue
32. Chrisll --- Pink
33. Hubert --- Light Brown
34. Wan Ling --- Pink
35. Bang Hao --- Pale Yellow
36. Mandy --- White
37. Kai Ning --- Orange-Yellow
38. Cheau Fei --- Reddish Pink
39. Alexandra --- Red
40. Julia --- Baby Pink

Cai Lin got this result from somewhere. Interesting. Victor and YF are polar opposites? Weird though, and they're friends after all. I'm Blue yea, but varying tones of blue I guess, since I probably have a 'dark' and 'light' side. So sometimes light blue, sometimes dark blue. And I just realised White seems to be mostly those quiet type of people? Interestingly many girls contain red and white to certain proportions. lolx.

Teacher's Day

2008-09-01T23:51:00.002+08:00

I'm trying to be funny, but yea today then is the actual official Teacher's Day. As expected, I gamed the ENTIRE day and I mean it. Almost 13-14h straight with onli a few breaks in between. Gone crazy playing Fire Emblem: The Sacred Stones. Temporary stopped Yggdra Union, but both games are equally crazily difficult. But at least Fire Emblem is only difficult at the end. It's irritating how I have to fight super strong monsters that only a few of my best 'tanks' can 'ram' through. But the Draco Zombie's are the most crazy, wiping out almost 80% of the hp of my units with each attack. Luckily it doesn't move and auto attack me, so basically I try to make use of it, use archers slowly take out their hp and send in my 'tanks' for some critical hits to finish it off. Takes a long time though, and I have to keep reloading to prevent losing units, since once they're dead it's forever gone.

Anyway gaming like mad like this means I never studied. How expected lolx. Then apparently Ernest's sister is starting to play Audition and he asking us to help him earn dens, which means via BP lolx. Wonder if my deproved skills is enough or not.

And this concludes today. Tomorrow night mum cooking dinner =D shiok very long never eat her cooking liao. The soup she makes rules =D *Drools* lolx.

Study Timetable

2008-08-31T23:08:00.002+08:00

Planning to study for Geography and maybe a little Maths on Mon+Tues, do some chem on Wed, Study Bio on Thurs & Friday. Then review Geography again on Sat & Sun.

Might copy out all the notes again so can recall it easily during the exam. Hopefully. Then now I sort of gave up on Yggdra Union, cos it's very tough and I kinda lazy to start over with the guide. Maybe next time. But still spamming GBA games when I get bored of WC3FT. Maybe I'll go back to playing MapleSEA Cassiopeia. See how first.

and for those who really read this post up until here, 20-30% can sense the irony I'm guessing.

Nth much

2008-08-31T00:20:00.002+08:00

the title says all. Played a few games of chess with my bro though, n pretty much got owned bad. i'm very very careless haix. den copied the major stuff in my lappy to an external harddrive alr, so in a sense i'm rdy to change comps at any time. sort of.

Stuck at Yggdra Union cos Gulcasa, Emperor of Carnage, is owning way too much even compared to his 5 Dragon Generals. Aegina seems the most pro with her valkyrie unit happily thrashing all the stuff I can throw at her, but still winnable. It's handsome dude here, Aegina's boss, tat's just too insanely powerful to be dealt with. Though among the 5 Dragon Generals, I like Aegina,Russell and Baldus. Russell the Astral Fencer ain't a jackrat at least and Baldus, the God of War, seems to be honorable and fight openly, no underhanded tricks or anything, and he ain't a jackrat like what Leon the Black Knight is.

Then starting to spam back GBA games. Getting bored ._. haix. Time to study soon.